From the recording Silver Clouds

Jim Howell: lead vocal, acoustic guitar, electric guitars, pianos, bass, drums, percussion
Loren Dircks: electric guitars
Rich Hopkins: electric guitar

Lyrics

Traveling on this barren road
Chasing down the same old ghost
Twenty years can’t wash away
A fetid layer of sweet decay

And when I feel that I am free
To live each day thoughtfully
Inspired by what I do and see
I’m right back in malady

Reflections upon a pool of once was
Watery dreams anemic fuzz
Flickering light and shadowy hate
Frozen vignettes of memory

And when I feel that I am free
To live each day thankfully
Inspired by what I do and see
I’m right back in calamity

And when I feel that I am free
To live each day faithfully
Inspired by what I do and see
I’m right back in misery